got hit by reality recently.BIG one and painful enough.
but hey, i know i shouldn't act like this.
childish and immature.
i should be open minded enough.
used to be that but i dont know why things is turning dark and grey these days.
praying hard to get it back.
praying hard to change.
praying hard to be someone better than what i am right now.
tried to fly but i crashed.
tried to run but my feet aren't going anywhere.
tried to scream but my voice is not loud enough.
tried to take it back but it's too late.
tears.
shadows.
kept to many things inside and dont think of letting it out.
the truth is, if i could be with anyone,it'd still be you.
dulu aku fikir senang je sayang orang ni.sayang..oke dah.cukup.tapi kalau betul-betul kau nak safe dalam satu relationship tu memang macam-macam benda jadi nak uji tahap mana sayang kau tuh.tapi akan sampai satu tahap kau rasa nak bertahan tu dah tak ada.kau masih sayang tapi kau kena kuat sorang-sorang.sorang-sorang sebab kalau boleh kau tak mahu susah kan orang lain dengan cerita hidup kau.
yea sorang-sorang...
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